On My Own. . .

[melayneseahawk]

Well, racy composer jokes at 11:45p are a pretty good indicator I'm losing my mind.

The tableaux went rather well, despite John and Jan being relatively useless. Beth, I love you because we still have a spark after all these years. And Rachel and John planted to make trouble after the tableaux were fabulous. Kudos to you both.

I can't decide whether I love or hate Ben the Tool for bringing the boy over to run lines with us. It was rather amusing that in the hallway I knew them all and in front of Saul and the Dramamama I kept fucking up.

And our water isn't working again. Joy.

And I still seem to be having a negative aura or whatever:


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On my own, pretending he's beside me.
All alone I walk with him till morning.
Without him I feel his arms around me.
And when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me.

In the rain, the pavement shines like silver.
All the lights are misty in the river.
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight.
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him.
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us.

I love him, but when the night is over,
He is gone, the river's just a river.
Without him the world around me changes.
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I love him but every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending.
Without me his world will go on turning.
The world is full of happiness that I have never known.

I love him,
I love him,
I love him,
But only on my own.