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melayneseahawkThere was a time when I counted the time between episodes in weeks, and then in months. Now I'm excited that it's been two days since I last had the elevated heartrate, tinglies, muscle weakness, and the works. Freaked the therapist out a bit yesterday talking about it, esp the literal heart-stopping, but I'm used to that response. I'm still a little unnerved by the fact that I'm going day-to-day with this.
This isn't helped, of course, by the nightmare I had last night: I was laid out, just starting the procedure (on my kitchen table, but such are dreams), and I panicked, flying up from the table, clutching a sheet with blood dripping from the incision they'd already made in my hip to run the cameras up to my heart. And then I woke up. Creepy, yeah?
On a happier note, I've started the halloween fic, and have decided to call it "Danse Macabre". I've got until 31 October to finish it, so just under 10 days. Should get going on that.
This isn't helped, of course, by the nightmare I had last night: I was laid out, just starting the procedure (on my kitchen table, but such are dreams), and I panicked, flying up from the table, clutching a sheet with blood dripping from the incision they'd already made in my hip to run the cameras up to my heart. And then I woke up. Creepy, yeah?
On a happier note, I've started the halloween fic, and have decided to call it "Danse Macabre". I've got until 31 October to finish it, so just under 10 days. Should get going on that.
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