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melayneseahawkSurvived work on Friday, but came home and had an anxiety attack sparked by trying to decide what to make for dinner. Couldn't get in touch with my parents, so ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kashmir_ki_kali talked me through making myself a bowl of soup. Then she sneakily called my parents (you did the right thing, hon), who swept in and took me to their house and helped me eat some more, take a few pills, and get a little bit of sleep.
Was back into deep depression mode this morning, but Mum and Da managed to get me over to work and basically took shifts sitting in the lobby (no idea why, but it makes me feel better when I'm like that to have one of them sitting there). Work was a hell unto itself, which didn't help, but I survived it. Went back to the 'rents' and had a bit of a minor baking disaster, which started Mum yelling and messed me up again, but she actually brought JJ up to my room and plunked him on my belly too apologize (poor thing had never been upstairs, I suspect he was terrified). Then Da and I went out to get Chinese food and some groceries for my place. Had dinner, sorted my laundry out from the household laundry, and then Da drove me home.
Have work tomorrow (ugh, have to be up at 4a) and rehearsals, and then more of both plus therapy on Tuesday, and then I just get to focus on the show until curtain on Friday.
I'm not 100% sure I can do this, but I'm going to try.
kashmir_ki_kali talked me through making myself a bowl of soup. Then she sneakily called my parents (you did the right thing, hon), who swept in and took me to their house and helped me eat some more, take a few pills, and get a little bit of sleep.Was back into deep depression mode this morning, but Mum and Da managed to get me over to work and basically took shifts sitting in the lobby (no idea why, but it makes me feel better when I'm like that to have one of them sitting there). Work was a hell unto itself, which didn't help, but I survived it. Went back to the 'rents' and had a bit of a minor baking disaster, which started Mum yelling and messed me up again, but she actually brought JJ up to my room and plunked him on my belly too apologize (poor thing had never been upstairs, I suspect he was terrified). Then Da and I went out to get Chinese food and some groceries for my place. Had dinner, sorted my laundry out from the household laundry, and then Da drove me home.
Have work tomorrow (ugh, have to be up at 4a) and rehearsals, and then more of both plus therapy on Tuesday, and then I just get to focus on the show until curtain on Friday.
I'm not 100% sure I can do this, but I'm going to try.
