Pomp and Circumstance (emphasis on the pomp)

[melayneseahawk]

Today feels like a Saturday because everyone's home, but it's actually because my baby bro is graduating today. We're going to be dropping him off at the school (they're bussing the kids over) and then driving down to the city, parking at Mum's parking space in Foggy Bottom (swear to God, that's what that part of town is actually called, and walking to DAR Constitution Hall. A teeny part of me is jealous--my graduation was at this horrific Baptist church because we did badly in the DAR lottery that year--but I'm just so proud of him. It was kind of touch and go there for a little while.

Plus, Frank Warren is his graduation speaker, so that's neat, too.

I have to say, I'm really worried about my bro. He's always had trouble in school: first, because he had undiagnosed learning disorders until a teacher told my parents to get him checked out in fifth grade (though I'd been trying to tell my parents the same thing since he was much younger, not that anyone listened to me); and then later because he just doesn't care if it doesn't interest him, and all that interests him is computer games. He's going to be starting at an in-state school that's a few hours away (MD is long from certain angles), and I'm really, really worried that he's going to make all the same mistakes of not going to class that I did, though for the reason that he just doesn't care. I had a goal in mind, even then, but he doesn't.

I've been saying for years now that he should have deferred a year and worked in between, to learn that RL sucks if you don't have a bachelor's degree (in general, but I'd rather have him learn the lesson and then not need it than the other way 'round). Naturally, I got informed that I could tell other people what to do with their lives once I got mine sorted out. My family goes for the jugular.

The child is going to be going to school without having picked a major, and he has no idea what he wants to do with his life. He's also got no real self-discipline. I'm assuming everyone can see why I'm worried.

Comments

[triannamaxwell.livejournal.com]

::puts on RA cap:: Plenty of kids come to college without knowing what to do, or just barely what they are interested in. They work it out from there, although some of that is luck and others taking an interest in him. Tommy is still at Frostburg if you would like to talk to him about getting your brother engaged. E may just need to join the Gaming Club and they can begin to direct him. I know so many kids who put video games before any class but they still made it or are making it through school. I don't think taking a year off is a bad idea either, and your bro may come to that. He'll make whatever path he finds.

[melayneseahawk.livejournal.com]

Tommy's great, but I'm not sure I want him instructing my baby bro on how to handle college. :P

Unfortunately, he doesn't seem to have any interest in making games, just playing them. And he seems to enjoy playing flute (and the couple of times he tutored other music students) but he needs to be forced to practice. I'm sure something with catch his interest enough to drive him, and I just have to wait until it does.